Takipsilim Sa Buhay ng Magdalena

Naglalakad sa masalimuot na kalsada,

Madilim at may nakaambang lagim sa eskinita,

Ngunit ang anino ng Madalena, naglalakad mag-isa,

Pasuray-suray hawak ang lasong pula.

Kumukutitap ang ilaw sa bahay na walang kusina,

Kumakaway sa taong naghahanap ng ligaya,

Tila ba isang regalo para sa kanila,

Nag-aantay lamang at magbubukas ng kusa.

Napalingon ang nalilitong kaluluwa,

Pilit hinahanap ang kamay na gagabay sa pagdurusa,

Subalit kapwa buwaya mismong nagtulak sa kanya,

Isinubsob sa putikan at itinayo sa tulong ng droga.

Dumaing ng pagmamakaawa, nasaid ang boses,

Luha ay tumulo sa kalakarang 'di batid,

Nagdidiliryo at wala na sa tamang pag-iisip,

Katawan sumabay sa tukso ng bolang kristal sa langit.

Pinikit ang mga mata sa musikang sinasambit,

Laksang pasakit ngayong gabi 'di maririnig,

Isang pekeng ngiti ang ibibigay sa pagniniig,

Babalutin ang sistema ng huwad na pag-ibig.

Di inaalintana ang likidong pumasok,

Isang ligwak ng pagdurusa at hagod,

Perang kikitain, buhay maitatawid,

Para sa pamilyang ninanais na maituwid.

Tumigis ang luha sa hapdi ng kirot,

Konsensya umiral sa gabing nagpatianod,

Nanaghoy ang kaluluwa sa ginawang 'di kalugudlugod,

Ngunit ang takipsilim ang hudyat ng kanyang pagkayod.

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Isang Hudyat

Napaiktad sa pagmumuni-muni,

Kasiyahan hindi maikukubli,

Sa isang hudyat sumanga ng marami,

Pangitain ng kahapon tuluyang naiwaksi,

Pag-asa hinahawakan ng walang pasubali.

Isang hudyat ng panibagong pakikipagsapalaran,

Larangan ng pag-ibig muling susubukan,

Buhay pag-iigihan at kasama ang dangal,

Ang pagyurak ng iba hindi na pahihintulutan,

Buong tapang na itatayo ang nawasak na kinabukasan.

Isang hudyat ng pagbabago,

Ang pilit na ikinikintal sa nagsusumamo,

Ang isip gagamitin sa binitiwang pangako,

Ang prinsipyo't pahahalagahan gaya ng puso,

Doon masusukat ang tatag at tibay ng pagkatao.

Ang anay na nagwasak ng sumpaan,

Isa na lamang alaala ng masalimuot na tukso sa daan,

Magiging Magdalena at latak sa kawalan,

Isang babala na sa relasyon laging may gustong sumakmal,

Ahas na tutuklaw sa pagkakaibigan na binigay.

Isang hudyat ng pagmamahalan,

Na nahinog ng panahon, sinubok na ng pagkakataon,

Pagkakaibigan ang simula at sa pag-ibig pala hahantong,

Isang hudyat na hindi maitatago at maibabaon,

Ang pagmamahal umusbong sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon.

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Now That I Have You

Now That I Have You

(The Company)

All my life it seemed
That something had been missing
I didn't know what to do
Days would pass me by
Each as lonely as the other
Until I met you

REFRAIN:
You opened the door
And let the sunshine in
My life will never be the same again

CHORUS:
Now that I have you
Everything just seems so right
Now that I have you I'm alive
You are the song that I'll be
Singing my whole life through
I'm living in a brighter world
Now that I have you

Looking ahead I see
The two of us together
I'll never let you go
You're so dear to me
And it isn't any wonder
Why I love you so

REFRAIN:
You opened the door
And let the sunshine in
My life will never be the same again

CHORUS:
Now that I have you
Everything just seems so right
Now that I have you I'm alive
You are the song that I'll be
Singing my whole life through
I'm living in a brighter world
Now that I have you

BRIDGE:
I feel this love is real
I see it in your eyes
You take my hand and I understand
You are mine
You are mine

CHORUS:
Now that I have you
Everything just seems so right
Now that I have you I'm alive
You are the song that I'll be
Singing my whole life through
I'm living in a brighter world
Now that I have you

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Two Frogs

A group of frogs were traveling through the woods, and two of them fell into a deep pit. When the other frogs saw how deep the pit was, they told the two frogs that they were as good as dead. The two frogs ignored the comments and tried to jump up out of the pit with all their might. The other frogs kept telling them to stop, that they were as good as dead. Finally, one of the frogs took heed to what the other frogs were saying and gave up. He fell down and died.

The other frog continued to jump as hard as he could. Once again, the crowd of frogs yelled at him to stop the pain and just die. He jumped even harder and finally made it out. When he got out, the other frogs said, "Did you not hear us?" The frog explained to them that he was deaf. He thought they were encouraging him the entire time.

This story teaches two lessons:

1. There is power of life and death in the tongue. An encouraging word to someone who is down can lift them up and help them make it through the day.

2. A destructive word to someone who is down can be what it takes to kill them.Be careful of what you say.

Speak life to those who cross your path. The power of words... it is sometimes hard to understand that an encouraging word can go such a long way. Anyone can speak words that tend to rob another of the spirit to continue in difficult times. Special is the individual who will take the time to encourage another.

Author Unknown

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The Bucket List

I watched a movie The Bucket List, starring Jack Nicholson and Morgan Freeman. It makes a lot sense to me.

" It's difficult to understand the sum of a person's life. Some people will tell you it's measured by the ones left behind. Some believed it can be measured by faith. Some say by love. Other folks say life has no meaning at all."

Me?

"I believe that you measure yourself by the people who measured themselves by you. What i can tell you for sure is that by any measure....... people manage to wring out of a lifetime."

"When their soul got to the entrance to heaven the God asked them two questions. Their answers determined whether they are admitted or not"

"Have you found joy in your life?"

"Has your life give joy to others?"

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Thank You

Stay as you are! :)

(photo grabbed from photobucket)

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Where To Begin?

Crazy feeling,

is chasing my early morning,

I am getting insane,

for all the things that keeps on coming,

a mystery of my existence.

I may be falter,

I may be fall,

I may be dismantle,

I may be broken,

But I will fight for the truth.

My heart is beating,

Keeps me awake the whole night,

Many questions remain unanswered,

Yet the unspoken silence,

Is the answer i want to keep.

I want to believe that all were ploy,

That everything happened for a reason,

But sometimes the own reason,

Is behind my knowledge which i can't comprehend.

When i speak, someone will say its a lie,

When i am quiet, they will say im a loser,

When i fight, someone say i'm too low,

When i ignore the whole scenario,they still makes me bleed,

Now, what the best thing to do?

For the spirit of good friendship,

I will leave the wound open,

Time can tell when it would be heal,

I don't know where to stop and where to begin,

But my heart longs for someone who would care.

(Note: photo grabbed from google)

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Laro ng Pag-ibig

Sa kabilang dako:

Nakikinig ng awitin sa kwarto,

Pilit kinakapa ligaya sa puso,

Inaapuhap ang natigmak na bugso,

Ng damdamin noon ay tuliro.

Sinasabayan ang saliw ng musika,

Sa bawat kumpas umiindak ang paa,

Sasayaw bang tuluyan o makikinig sa nagmamanipula?

Luha ba talaga ang kapalit ay ligaya?

Pangakong idinudulog sa paanan,

Sumpang pag-uwi magsasamang masaya,

Buong puso bang tatanggapin?

O sumabay sa larong gustong tahakin?

Sa kabilang ibayo:

May isang dilag, umaasa sa pangako,

Walang alam sa tunay at totoo,

Pilit ikinikintal sa isip nag-iisa sa puso,

Ang nakaraan ay isa lamang na kahapon.

Pinanghahawakan ang sumpaan,

Pagbalik siya lang ang uuwian,

Magsasama hanggang sa dapithapon,

Ipaglalaban at iingatan sa kahit anong hamon.

Ang realidad:

Dalawang nilalang ang umaasa at pinapaasa,

Nagtatampisaw sa malapit at malayong ligaya,

Saan hahantong ang ganitong sistema?

Kung bawat isa gustong sumugal sa abot kaya.

(Paunawa: likha lamang ng malikot kong imahinasyon)

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Sa Iyong Bisig

Pagmasdan ang mga mata,
Masasalamin ang ligaya,
Ang bahid ng lungkot ay wala na,
Dahil sa pag-ibig na ipinadadama.

Inakalang ito'y hindi na darating pa,
Sapagkat ang sakit na tumarak sobra,
Nagbago ang lahat sa isang kisapmata,
Pagmamahal mo ay siyang ligaya.

itutuloy......

baka kasi maudlot! lol!

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At Last

My longing lost in vacancy,

All the love you took away,

My arms are empty,

The sky is endless,

In my gloomy nights.

I've pretended that you don't matter,

On the contrary the undying love is here,

Angst and pain clouded my judgement,

But who's to blame?

If fairy tale is in my head.

I'm a lot more scared than i admit,

For i want to fight 'till the end,

The eyes maybe are all in our sides,

Why should i care?

If i have your love that what matters.

I want to stare again,

In the glimpse of blue sky,

Standing silently, patiently,

For your whisper is the hope in my being

Wishing that it would never ends.

It might be miles apart or just in my side,

The fragrance of blooming flowers,

The wind that caress me,

I believe that you are here,

Just stay and never let me go.

At last,

I am safe

...in my dreams!

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Bagong Taon, Bagong Simula

Isang masayang bagong taon ang akong aking nasaksihan kasama ang malapit na kaibigan.

Bagong taon, bagong simula ng aking paglalakbay. Madaming nangyari na hindi ko inaasahan ngunit kailangan kong maging matibay. Matatag kong haharapin ang umaga na may kababaang loob at pagmamahal galing sa Kanya. Ang 2009 ay taon na sa hinagap hindi ko malimi at maintindihan subalit ngayon 2010 mas lalo kong pag-iigihan ang buhay. Marami akong natutunan na aking hahawakan hanggang sa dulo ng aking paglalakbay.

Katahimikan at katiwasayan ang hangad ko para sa lahat. Sana dumating na iyong araw aking mahawakan ang kasayahan. Patuloy akong aasa na sa bandang huli may nakalaan para sa akin maging ito'y sa piling ng nagmamahal o pag-abot sa aking mga pangarap sa buhay.

At para sa taong nasaktan sa mga sinulat ko, humihingi ako ng paumanhin. Hindi ko sinasadya na ganun ang maramdaman mo. Isa lang ang gusto kong ipaabot saiyo, malaya kayong nagagawa ang lahat ng gusto ninyo karapatan ko din magsulat, magpost ng pictures lalo na kung ito ay totoo.

Manigong Bagong Taon sa lahat!

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