Officially engaged June 26,2012
"Simple lang ito, ngunit kalakip nito ang walang hanggang pagmamahal. Aalis ako, ngunit iiwanan ko ang aking puso saiyo"
My "Prince Charming" admitted to me that he was so scared to gave me a ring because of his series of failed relationships. In Doha, he always wanted to buy a stuff for me. Often times asking me what I want and what would be the best gift he could give to make my day shine. He knew me so well, I just answered in simple words, I don't want to cling in material things. I just want him to go home and be with our families.
We had lots of unexpected quarrels that both of us thought it was the end of our relationship, it almost broke our spirit knowing all that happening was out of our hand. We just lift our faith and ask His guidance. The constant presence of third party and the unresolved issues with his past. There were times, in night I cried constantly and suffered from unmeasured pain yet he would explained to me everything that happened. He begged me to stay, to be patient and to be more open-minded in all our adversity. At first, I was so derailed and frustrated. I can't comprehend in what's going on but as I tried seeing the other picture I've realized that he wanted me to have faith not only on him but faith on our relationship.
Sorry was too hard to understand but as you love the person deeply mistakes are not important. I see his imperfections as my room to improved and better understand the promises that we made. How would I question his sincerity if he is the reason why I'm having a blast in good school, he is a great provider (sacrifice a lot for me). He entrusted his earning like I'm already his wife and his family adored me so much.
I've learned to compromise. There is no
easy ride especially in keeping the relationship alive plus the fact if it's a long distance. Yet, I do believed with the presence of Almighty God, everything is possible. He is the center of our relationship. After my schooling, we will be together not only as lover but as one.
The ring has no ending, just like our love has no ends. I will never forget the scene in the airport, how he made a pact. No matter what happened I will remember that moment so that every time someone wants to knock me off in jealousy he has his words on me, he made a pact with my family.